Only now are you beginning to realize how much you truly lost. How much you uprooted in your own life to make room for this evil person. Not just friends, money, and life experiences—but also your happiness. Your kind understanding of the world has been shattered. Instead of giving people the benefit of the doubt, you suddenly have trouble trusting. You begin to notice a constant feeling of dread and tightness in your chest—the demon that wraps its claws around your heart, always there to remind you of everything you want to forget.