Nothing in me is as it was before. When I came to Kenya, I had certainty. I viewed this program as playing a clear role in my larger plan to make me a more cultured person with broadened perspectives: a better actress, dramaturge, director. Coming to Kenya wasn’t supposed to make my life plans seem insignificant. Can so much change in so short a time? Only weeks ago I regarded love as a distraction that would prevent me from achieving my goals. Now I’m questioning the very substance of those goals, my master plan itself.
