All thought vaporized, other than I’d made a little, terrible mistake. “Son of a bitch.” It felt like I’d been hit by a truck. Her first orgasm that wouldn’t have been self-induced, I’d pushed back in a moment of spite. How much damage did I do, when so much of the female orgasm was mental? I could have been the first man to get her off. No, fuck it. I would be the first man.
