helped some people along the way, during that time, I lost three marriages, I lost the chance to be a part of my sons’ daily lives, and I spread rage, guilt, and shame around me like a water sprinkler turned up high. But in the early years of this millennium, when it became clear that I was not going to get any better physically, emotionally, or spiritually pursuing my own wisdom, when it seemed that the only path out of the pain I was inflicting and suffering seemed to be to leave this life altogether, I suddenly experienced this momentous and, some would say, miraculous, change when I gave
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