I was shockingly content with whatever he said. I felt little connection to this thing that had once completely mastered me. God had shifted everything, and I truly couldn’t believe how joyful we felt while dreaming about what God could do with the money from our house. But for reasons I see now, it wasn’t time for that yet, and God knew we were going to need a secure and stable place from which to navigate the things he wanted us to do next.
