I had a constant, nagging feeling that God was real and this life wasn’t a game; it wasn’t about my comfort or my curtains or how much everyone liked me and approved of me. Heaven was coming, God’s voice was clear, and I needed to quit pretending everything was lovely. At another point I read this from Katie’s blog: Someone asked me the other day, “Really? Is it really as great as you make it sound? I could never do that! Are you really happy?” For all of you who wonder, this is my response. You know what I want sometimes? To go to the mall and spend a ridiculous amount of money on a cute new
I had a constant, nagging feeling that God was real and this life wasn’t a game; it wasn’t about my comfort or my curtains or how much everyone liked me and approved of me. Heaven was coming, God’s voice was clear, and I needed to quit pretending everything was lovely. At another point I read this from Katie’s blog: Someone asked me the other day, “Really? Is it really as great as you make it sound? I could never do that! Are you really happy?” For all of you who wonder, this is my response. You know what I want sometimes? To go to the mall and spend a ridiculous amount of money on a cute new pair of shoes. I want to sit on my kitchen counter chatting with my girlfriends and eat a whole carton of cookie dough ice cream. I want to watch Grey’s Anatomy, or any TV for that matter. I want to cuddle with my sweet boyfriend. I want to hop in my cute car, go to the grocery store, and pick up any kind of produce I want. I want to wake up in a house with my loving family, not all by myself. I want to go to Blockbuster and pick out a movie to watch with my little brother and his friends and I want to cook for them at midnight. I want to spend mindless hours with my best friends talking about boys and fashion and school and life. I want to go to the gym. I want my hair to look nice. I want to wear cut-off jean shorts. I want to be a normal teenager living in America. I do. But. You know what I want more? ALL the time? I want to be spiritually and emotionally filled every day of my li...
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Wow Katie life really changed Jennie for the better. To have that complete surrender and faith to God. I want to live my life like that to fully let go of this temporary life because eternity is waiting in heaven with God the Father Jesus the Son and that beautiful spirit
