She listens and cares when I tell her about all the sick stuff he does to me and Michelle, like how he rapes me and her while we’re chained together. It’s as horrible watching it happen to someone else as it is having it happen to you. Amanda’s crying now as I tell her. “I’m so sorry,” she says. “I didn’t know he was doing that to you.” She says that he told her that he was not having sex with me and Michelle, so she thought it was easier for us.

