Who am I kidding? It was wonderful! I was scared to death and she made love to me like no one ever really has. There. I said it. Now, can I admit that to Phoebe? I don't know, but I don't want to think about it, I just want to enjoy it. It's as though she sees someone in me that I thought had died years ago. Last night she came here and we went into the guest room. I kept thinking I should have changed the locks like Sam said, half expecting Michael to come home. I'm too old for this, I keep thinking, and yet nothing seems to faze my body. I don't know what she has unlocked in me but I feel
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