I met her for dinner tonight. It was a quick meal near the station and it was very strange. It's one thing to talk to someone all the time on the telephone, but it's another when you see them in person. I felt so strange. I had trouble looking at her. She talked on like nothing in the world was unusual. I wish I knew what was going on with me. Everything seems out of whack. I feel almost happy that Mike is gone. Phoebe says not to worry about it, but I have to, I have a family to keep together. It's not Henry's mess, it's ours, and we owe it to him to get our act together. Or maybe we should
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