Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny

by Holly Madison

And just like that, I was in love. It didn’t seem to matter that I couldn’t recall how or why. Simply put, it was just a decision I made.

“I don’t care about money, I just want to be wonderful,” was a Marilyn Monroe quote I lived by.

Maybe I wasn’t defined by the mistakes I had made after all . . . maybe those decisions were what allowed me to become the person I was always destined to be.