All The Things I Never Said

by Mae Krell

Go on to read the words that all together make up all the things I never said.

“That’s because you aren’t feeling the rain all you’re doing is getting wet”

i hope that one day you’ll forget all the pain you’ve endured and just learn to be happy

And every night I am haunted by the fact that all these memories that mean the world to me you probably don’t even remember and how now I don’t matter to you at all

You said you didn’t care for me anymore so you went your way and i went your way too but when you looked my way you saw nothing because to you i had become invisible.

What is more powerful a thought, or a gun? a gun gives the opportunity but a thought pulls the trigger

You are the kind of mystery that I would love to spend the rest of my life trying to unravel

You don’t really know someone until you’ve talked to them at 3 in the morning

you mended my broken heart by sewing in small parts of you

If your words cut as deep as my blade I would be dead by now and all of this would be less painful

I kinda believe people die when their fire burns out, you know, that fire that kinda keeps you going.

Today was a day. Simply a day, nothing more and nothing less.

I hate this mndset everyday is a bad day

lying on the floor waiting for someone to find you

Real

I’ll think of you and how I wish you were here

And at the moment I first spoke to her, I already knew I would soon spend countless hours attempting to write a poem as beautiful as she is

3ams make me realize all the shit we go through to be happy

the photos look better without me in them and nothing seems to be missing

Because sometimes I wish I had left certain people and places when I had the chance, you know. Before I got caught in the twisting hurricane that eventually left me alone.