All The Things I Never Said

by Mae Krell

i hope that one day you’ll forget all the pain you’ve endured and just learn to be happy

And every night I am haunted by the fact that all these memories that mean the world to me you probably don’t even remember and how now I don’t matter to you at all

You don’t really know someone until you’ve talked to them at 3 in the morning

But when it doesn’t what do you do then? some people choose to overdose some to drink or to smoke and some take pills because it would be nice to sleep for a while a coma maybe or a long nap anything to escape. anything to get rid of these thoughts these feelings

Some nice accessories makeup and a new outfit won't hide how abused i've been And a large house glass doors and a nice little garden can't hide how broken this family is

And I swear, one day, i’ll be someone that I am not and it’ll be even greater than who I am, whoever that is.

it intrigues me that there are actually people who are able to jump out of bed every morning all happy and smiling ready to face their day most of the time I go to war with my mind over if I should get up or not and it kills me