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but what’s a girl to do when the only constant presence during the last millennium of her life has been a guy who’s contractually mandated to murder her?
“Until the next time, then,” he said with a deep frown. “Right. That might be a while. Sorry!” “As long as you don’t let anyone get to you before I do, Aethelthryth.”
“Oh, don’t worry. I’ll always save myself for you.” And that’s how I got away from Lazlo Enyedi on the night of November 9, 1989.
I’ve caught glimpses of Lazlo a few times since—at a year 2000 celebration in LA, in the early aughts in Southeast Asia, after that Lilith Fair revival in 2010—but never had as close a call as it was in Berlin,
I always managed to slip away before he could get near. Until now.
Today, Lazlo Enyedi saved my life.
I wished for a life that I couldn’t have, which was, apparently, my greatest flaw.
“Hey,” I told him with a small, amused smile. “Couldn’t bear to let someone else butcher me, huh?” “I know what’s mine,” he muttered
Something that jumps from me to him, that flows from him to me. A current, a heat, a moment of confusion and deluge that clogs my senses,
I’ve injured and killed plenty of slayers before him, and they all repulsed me, but Lazlo . . . I have no idea why his specific blood feels so overpoweringly, mouthwateringly delicious,
“It was one-sided,” he tells me after he’s done chewing. “From you.” “What?” “The dislike.” “I assure you, it was not.” “And I assure you, when I look at you, I feel anything but that.”
His chest heaves. “I might not remember my name, or anything about who I am. But I could never be near you and not know exactly what you are to me.”
“I know your smell. I know your skin. Your hair. It’s all familiar. I have it all memorized. And I dream of you—of this. So many dreams, all so different, we must have done it a million times, in a million different ways. Tell me what you’re hiding from me, let’s get this over with, and then let’s do it a million more times.”
“Why?” “Why not?” He shrugs. “I have lots of free time. Very few interests. Just the one, really.” He glances in my direction. He’s talking about you, a redundant, obnoxious voice screams in my head.
Then the scent of his blood hits my nostrils, and all I can do is run to him.

