The Search for Hidden, Sacred Knowledge

by Dolores Cannon

but you miss the good when you miss the pain. That’s the lesson. Emotions are very important. You can’t just do away with them.

Let’s explain it to her. What did that mean? How a piece of a soul could be taken? Did they have that information correct? P: “Taken” is not the right word. It wasn’t supposed to happen that way. The trust, the bond, was broken; the bond with caregiver. The mother could not, did not bond. They did not bond. That part of her soul did not develop. While the mother could not show physical affection, there was still a suffocating neediness from the mother.

That shows the importance of childhood, doesn’t it? P: Yes. She remembers very little of it and it’s best. – She literally wanted to die. Many times. She didn’t want to be here without love. What was the use of feeling the human emotions if you only felt the pain? She came into this life to feel emotions. That was what was not according to plan. She was supposed to be able to feel love. And it was not returned to her in the way that she needed, wanted, and gave, and so she shut down. And came up with other behaviors and techniques that would resemble or make it seem as though it was love. D: Did she ever try to kill herself? P: No, but many times she didn’t want to be there.

This was the main reason for Pamela’s physical problems, especially sleep apnea, the shutting off of the breath. “It was a shutting down.” D:

The subject of healing came up. I have had a few people who said they wanted to be healed, and they were but they would not accept it and became quite angry with me. They said, “You should have fixed me.” P: They want their illness. It serves them. They have to be ready. There are only so many that you can help, and it is up to them. And some of them might relate to Jesus telling them in the Bible, to cast out the demons first. It’s not a real demon. It’s the beliefs inside of them. They can’t heal. There’s no point in bothering to heal them until the demons have been cast out, and the demons are of their own creating. Ask them if they are really ready and willing to be healed, and don’t come if they are not! There are many who need you. You

You aren’t the healer. She is.

Did someone tell you to go and help these people? S: Yes. I came from another place to help them. I was assigned to do this. D: What was the place like that you came from? S: Oh, it’s beautiful! The people are happy. They are very, very nice. We have a lot of energy. D: What do you do in that place? S: My job is to help others from other planets. They sent us to that place. They just know where to go.

D: So where you started from, did you live a life there? S: Yes. I lived a life there on another planet. I was sent out on an assignment to help. This is a very, very bad time. They tell us where to go and how to advance.

Not much choice. But you can’t say no because it’s what you do. You just have to go and do it. It’s my job. They can’t see me, but I have to be like them. I can’t be myself and come down. I have to look like them. D: Are you sent on these assignments very often? S: Yes, I am. All different places. Where I come from everybody is working, going to different places in the galaxies, the planets. And so I go there and do some work.

D: They never know where they’re going to go until they get their assignment? S: No. We just wait. Something needed very badly. We’re the emergency crew, we call ourselves. (Laugh) It’s so funny. D: But you’re not like Guardian Angels? (No) They do emergencies sometimes, don’t they? S: Yes, they do. But we’re like energy, and we live in this space. Not a planet, just a space. And our energy is very high and we go and help other people on other planets.

And somebody else knows when these emergencies come up? S: Yes. We have a station that gets all of that information. The information goes to that station, and then we a...

But they know what’s going on in all the different galaxies and planets? (Yes) That’s a big job. S: It’s a very big job, and now is a very important time also.

But it does sound like a big job. There must be many others like you then? S: Yes. We have different crystals. Some of them have this blue crystal, some of them have the white crystal, some have yellow ones, some have the purple ones, some of them have the green ones. All have different crystals, but the crystals are not what do the job. It’s the energy in the crystal, and I have one really bright and light red one.

Do the colors have different meanings? S: They all have different meanings. If you have the red crystal, you go to different places where the red crystal is important. All of them have energy, but if you have the red crystal, like I have, it will be a healing crystal. It heals everything it comes to. It heals the body of a human being, or even a planet. It’s powerful. It doesn’t have to be very big. Just big enough so you can carry it. You can put it on your neck like a necklace.

So the other colors have different purposes? S: Yes, different purposes. The blue one brings all knowledge. If there is a place where they need the knowledge, whoever has the blue crystals goes there to bring the knowledge. And if you want to have a big construction or building, you go with the white crystals. It helps with the construction and with the architects in planning. If you go with the yellow crystals it will bring the flourishes to grow the flowers or the trees. All nature. And the purple crystal is the most powerful, and we use that to bring people to a higher level of spirituality or to evolve at a much higher speed. It’s very powerful....

S: We do both, assignments then go. Some are just for a very short while. Just to send them the light and the energy, then go back. Some places you need to stay longer. For example, if you go to heal a place. You can heal the planets. You can heal something that was destroyed. You can restore. When that happens, I go with a group of others. It needs a lot of energy. We did a lot of work on this planet. We have to heal the planet, the Earth planet, so it will evolve and grow, and the other groups are coming also.

Is this the body you were told to go and live in for a while? (Yes, yes.) Tell me about that. Did they give you this assignment? S: Well, there are many reasons for it. Number one, I was born in that place in Africa to heal that place. Just being in that place would help because of my energy, that portion of energy to heal that place, and for the family, also. They had past life issues with each other. And I came to help.

To help them sort it out? S: Yes, not in the way of sorting it out. It was just by giving them my energy, they get healed. I don’t know how to explain it in words, but it’s there.

D: Yes, but when you entered the body, you forgot all of this, didn’t you? S: Yes, and that’s the most unpleasant experience. We come here and forget everything and have to start all over. But the power is still there. It is very minimized. You don’t bring all this power. You can’t do that, but you bring...

Everyone is just a vessel ... to just be there and do the work inside.

Like I told you, I have information. We have a store of information where I came from, so they tell me the information when I come for the assignments. They put that information in me, and I know exactly what to do. I have to send energy to the government, to the White House, to the Capitol. To all those places in Washington. All the time, all the time, I send energy and light. D:

But Shani doesn’t know you are doing it, does she? S: She has no clue. She doesn’t know she does this. I do it in the evening at night mostly. There are many others helping because it is the work that has to be done quickly, and we need a lot of help.

D: So people like Shani who are occupying bodies, are able to influence... send energy to other people who are negative? S: Yes. When you send energy, it’s not just to change their mind. It’s sending the energy that’s floating around the environment. You

just change that energy to the higher energy, and people start thinking differently.

We just leave the energy out there for them to get it free for free will.

D: So there are many of you that have come to live in physical bodies? S: Yes, but more than that, many of us are in spirit forms here. All of them are working for the same cause. I am both spirit, and I am living in a body. There are others who came as a spirit, as energy. They didn’t have a body. They are working on that level. It is more difficult to work in a physical body. You are limited in your power.

D: Does this mean that she hasn’t had past lives? S: She has had past lives, but most past lives have been mine for assignment purposes, for work. It’s not to evolve, to be born here and to evolve here. It’s not that kind of past life. Normal past lives are very different.

No. No karma for her. She doesn’t have to return. Just go back on another assignment.

Okay, I’m always finding out new things I didn’t know. (Laugh) But she’s here in this life for a reason, and she doesn’t know she’s influencing the government. S: No. (Laugh) No clue, no clue. But she’s very, very important in Washington. To be in that place and that position. We were lucky to get that place for her, the house she lives in. Everything is arranged so the energy can go in a certain way. It is a location where she can send her energy in different directions and it all gets there in the same time.

Among the problems that Shani wanted to find the answers to was that she was afraid she was going to lose the house. She was afraid she was going to lose everything. “She is not going to lose anything.” Yet she had lost her business that she was doing out of her house. “The business had to go. It’s time for a change and she knows it. She’s going to have an assignment. We call it assignment in our world, but it’s called a job?”

D: So you are a different kind of energy? S: Yes, it’s a different kind of energy. Ours is stored in a higher place than this planet where she comes from. It’s a place that stores all that information and we can access that information and use our power and energy to influence people.

D: Can she handle this information? S: Yes, she can handle it. She’s very powerful, more than you think. She’s going to be surprised, and at the same time excited, I am sure. She doesn’t know why she feels the way she does, and what she’s doing. She has no clue. She’s very healthy. Her body is rejuvenating as we speak. Yours is rejuvenating, too.

“I am a male human being, but I can fly, though. I’m very strong. I can change forms, too. – I can travel through space.” D: You mean you have the ability to change into anything you want? (Yes) What about the people? Can they see you as a human being? P: When I want them to. D: I was wondering, if you have a physical body, can they see you flying? P: They can see me when I want them to. D: Otherwise, you’d be invisible? P: Yes. I travel through space though, where I have no form. I just know I’m going places. I’ve come to Earth and I have human-like characteristics and can fly. D: You said traveling through space. Do you mean the space of Earth? P: No, through space to different planets. I’m always moving from planets. D: So you have the ability to just go anywhere you want to? (Yes) Those are wonderful talents. But right now you feel your job is to watch these people as they are traveling? (Yes)

It’s always been my responsibility to look after people, no matter where they are.

D: Then you become physical when you want to? (Yes) That way you’re not trapped in a body. You can just form it and dissolve it at any time that you want? (Yes) So you stay with this group for a while and help them to go where they are safe. Then you go somewhere else? P: Yes. I’m going to a planet. I’m in flight. It’s different. There’s a light. There are squares of light on the planet ... technology. The squares are just lying on the planet. D:The squares of light are the technology? P: Yes. They are used for energy. It’s an advanced culture. People live in them. D: Is this a planet you have lived on before or are you still exploring? P: No, I know this planet. I am going down. D: When you come down, do you take a physical form? P: No. My form is like an energy ball. This is where I live.

D: Are there people on that planet? P: Not people. They’re different. Balls of light. D: But it is consciousness though, isn’t it? P: Yes. We’re workers. We go to other planets. I am getting this energy. I’m getting these energy squares and I’m taking them with me to another planet. I go into these squares of light and I get energy from them, and then I fly off.

But you did come into the body when it was a baby? P: Nine years old. D: Stayed in the body as it grew? P: At nine years old.

This might sound strange, but I have encountered this in several of my cases. When this type of energy first tries to enter a physical body it is too strong and so radically different that it clashes with the physical. It can cause an abortion or miscarriage because it is too much for the fetus to handle. In these cases only a small portion of the soul energy is allowed to enter the baby’s body during development and infancy. As the child grows more energy enters in small amounts. For some reason the majority of the soul is allowed to enter at the age of eight or nine. I have had clients who say they felt they were not physically in the body until that age. They usually do not remember anything about their childhood before that age.

classes to let them know that he knows what to do. He is also to work with energy. He has the power in his hands. D: He just has to awaken it? P: Yes. He can heal with his hands over the spine. The energy is all at the base of the spine. There’s a ball of fire at the base of the spine.

They said there was a small blockage in the small of his back that was keeping him from awakening the energy that he was to use. He needed to visualize this block being dissolved so that the energy would be free to move upward. He was supposed to take a class to learn how to use this power. “The women are supposed to teach him. It will happen soon.” This energy had not been allowed to be opened earlier because it was too much power for him. But now it was time and he would be able to handle it. “He can’t waste the energy. He has to always use it correctly. He can’t do it for selfish reasons.”

Whatever I am, I become the ray. D: You mean you become the individual color? E: Or a combination. D: For a certain length of time? E: For different uses. It’s like I walk through earthly situations embodying a ray, and then things change consciously. A conscious embodiment.