Selfish, not by choice but by self-preservation. Minimal human contact, and hardly any positive ones. No empathy allowed. No sensitivity allowed. No love allowed. Then you came out here and tried to walk the way everyone walks and talk the way everyone talks. No wonder you had a tough time maintaining healthy relationships. Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if you’ve made even larger detrimental choices, beyond infidelity, rooted in that self-sabotage.”
