“I accepted that I fucked it all up because certain shit was never for me. I accepted that I lost you, as much as it gutted me to, because I deserved to feel that. Now you’re here with the house…and the kids… I wanna drop to my knees and thank God for his mercy, but I also don’t wanna get my fucking hopes up. I can’t keep losing you, baby love. I don’t know if I can survive another round of that shit.”

