I had to go beyond the chatter of the mind to have a true experience of samadhi. I knew I had to call Mother Divine in a state of perfect stillness, else I couldn’t possibly hope to have her vision. I would have to increase the duration and intensity of my meditation and take my sadhana to the next level. I had to be in a place where no human being could approach me, where, day and night, I could remain immersed in deep meditation.