“How does anyone expect me to eat, sleep, and thrive when there’s a chance that all of this could be over within seconds. There’s that chance that he won’t wake up and I have to make the tough decision to end his life. How am I supposed to suck down a steak and go on with life… I’m really trying, Hassan. I promise I am.”
it’s a hard battle especially since she has to be strong enough to take care of herself and two kids

