More on this book
Community
Kindle Notes & Highlights
I could still do it, end my life, and no one would notice but Daniel’s incessant—please don’t go—words, echo in my head. They occur abruptly and randomly. That’s the only reason why I haven’t ended it all. Why I’m still here despite how fucking lonely I feel.
“Josie…” “Hmm?” Her eyes never leave mine. “I’m so happy you’re here.”
“Everyone wants to be my friend,” I retort with a grin. When her eyes cast to it, she glowers, but then her face becomes blank. “They must feel bad for you.” “So, feel bad for me and be my friend.”
She softly groans. “We’re getting off track.” “Put me back on it then. You’re kind of making it hard to focus.” My grin deepens.
“Sto facendo di tutto per non baciarti in questo momento.”
“You got a praise kink I don’t know about?” “I don’t know, but I’m willing to find out.” He smirks.
“Disrespectfully, fuck off.” Mine, not so much. He throws his head back and laughs. “I like it when you’re mean to me.” “I thought you were into being praised?” I say, a little quiet and playful. “I’m into anything you do,”
“You got it. You’re doing fine,” I encourage, inhaling a shuddering breath, and sit up. “Relax and breathe for me. Don’t tense up. I’m not going to get any smaller.”
“Don’t be mean to me. It’ll only turn me on more,”
“I wish you could see yourself. So pretty with your mouth filled like this.”
“Keep sucking, fuck…just like that. You were made for this. For me. You’re so good at this. I might have you do this every day to keep your smart-ass mouth occupied.”
“The greatest orgasm of my life?” “I’m pretty certain I heard you say it. You probably don’t remember. You were too busy screaming my name.” I hear the smirk in his voice. I scoff a laugh. “It’s called acting.” Now he scoffs as we enter the kitchen. “Josefine, please. Was it acting when you came the first? Second? Third? Fourth time? Or when you squirted all over me?
“Did I not leave enough cum inside your pussy? I’m happy to give you more, if that’s what your needy pussy needs.”
“Hater,” he coughs into his hand. I snort. “You’re so lame.” “That’s not what you were screaming earlier.” He shrugs unapologetically.
“I’m really trying to play it cool right now and not look like a dork, but you’re standing here wearing my jersey and then you tell me that.”
“You’re not annoyed? I’m the one who said slow and now I’m telling the world you’re my boyfriend.” It was just his sister and parents, but I’m sure they’re his world. “Annoyed? Baby, I want the whole universe to know you’re mine.”
When I finally look at what he wrote on the ball, I laugh, garnering looks from Pen and her parents, but I don’t look at them. I look up at my boyfriend, who’s already looking at me. Eyes on me
know I love a good holiday.” He sets the gift bag on the sectional, drops his duffle on the floor, and stands in front of me. “Holiday? I don’t think there’s a holiday today.” “It’s Josie said I’m Her Boyfriend Day. This is one the biggest holidays of them all. So naturally I had to get my girlfriend these.”
gently graze my teeth along his length, he whimpers, “Please, baby. Please take it out. Please…” he whimpers again. I thought hearing him moan was hot, but hearing that aching sound leaving his lips makes me wetter.
“I thought I could distract myself. I thought I could be happy. But I’m not.” He laughs, shaking his head. “I’m not happy, Josefine.” He looks directly at me, eyes red and rimmed with unshed tears. “This distraction isn’t working.”
“You are not fine. I’m not enough for you.” “You are! You are enough for me! So enough, I can’t stop drowning in you. I crave you. I want you. I need you. I lo—”
“You need to put yourself first. I need you to love yourself first. I need you to take care of yourself first. You can’t be with me and not do that. You just can’t.”
You make the world brighter and better! I’m so happy you’re here! With love, Jos<3
“My last name looks really good on you. Really hate that I can’t see you wearing it all the time.” A breathtaking smile lifts on her face. “What’s that saying? Take a picture, it’ll last longer? Something like that, right?” My eyes widen and my throat dries because I know what she’s insinuating.