It seems awfully cruel that this entire time, all I wanted was to escape the time loop and to save the demigods. Selfishly, I think the only thing I wanted to do was to live. So why did it have to be me who marries the Blood Knight? Why not an innocent demigod princess? Or a lovely maiden with unstained hands like mine… Why did it have to be me? The one girl who is the cause of all his suffering. He must have been hurting so much this entire time.
