No. I’m not going to fuck her. I clench my jaw and bite down on my lower lip with the last remnants of my restraint. Well, maybe if I just don’t knot her, it would be okay, wouldn’t it? Fuck. I hate her so much, is that why I want to rut into her so badly? I want to make her scream in pain, but I’m not allowed to hurt her. Fucking her isn’t hurting her, but it would fulfill that dark need I have building inside me.