“I’ll tell you one thing,” Benji says. “You go through with this, you’ll know one way or the other. You don’t, and it will eat at you. If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that wondering ‘what if’ can be the worst of it. You go back there and you might die. That’s true. And I won’t say that’s an easy choice to make, but I’ll tell you this, dying ain’t the worst thing that can happen to a man.”

