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“Don’t ever underestimate my crazy,”
“I like the idea of you having a little piece of me with you always.”
“Good girl.”
I squeeze one of her soft tits in my hand, and imagine them getting bigger for me. I’m going to adore the way her body changes, and I can’t wait to feel them heavy in my hands and desperate to be relieved. Just thinking about them filling with milk to feed our baby, has me wrapping my lips around her nipple and sucking her hard into my mouth.
“Open up, baby. Let me see that tongue.”
I wait until she does as I ask before spitting hard at its surface.
Her eyes widen in shock, but her pussy cla...
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“There we go, Kitten, swallow me down.” I watch as she takes it. “Such a good girl, my good, perfect girl,” I tell her when she opens her mouth back up and shows me that it'...
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“I’ve been watching you sleep for hours. You’re like a fucking torture, Eloise.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t fucking say that… don’t ever fucking apologize. I love your torture...
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“Don’t you ever fucking apologize, Kitten,”
My adult life has been so structured and centered around my anxieties. I’m loving the adventure of not knowing what happens next.
“We can do whatever you want, just so long as you call yourself my girlfriend while we do it.”
“You should have fucking ran when I told you to, because I’m never gonna let you go, not now.”
She keeps that beautifully naïve smile on her face, and it makes me want to rip my heart out of my chest and put it inside hers. She’s owned it since the first day I saw her. She’s owned every fucking part of me and now I’m owning her in a way that can’t be reversed.
“You want me to go?”
“No, I want you to stay. I want you to hold me while I sleep, and I want you to be here in the morning. It’s needy and it’s desperate, but—”
“I want that, too.”
“Close your eyes, Kitten. Go...
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“Like ...
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She looks down to where my cock is still hard and she...
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“Can you think of a better way to ...
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“Not ...
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“Don’t you find it creepy that he’s just there?”
“No, I actually find it comforting.”
“I’m gonna miss you,” I blurt out and admit, not caring if it sounds desperate and needy. This guy follows me for fun, for Christ’s sake.
I made a decision when I woke up this morning to stop doubting us. It feels good. I’m the happiest I’ve been in as long as I can remember. So what if I’m gonna be a little late back to the office, or that I can feel myself falling in love with this beautiful stranger? I’m choosing to live for the moment.
“Thatta girl. My girl.
automatically opens, he spits harshly at my tongue just like he did before. I don’t know what I find so hot about it, but I smile as I swallow him down, proving again how much I like being a good girl for him.
“You're so perfect, Eloise, my perfect girl. I hate every second we’re apart. I want eyes on you always. You understand that, don’t you?”
She’s not just my obsession anymore. She’s the air I breathe, she’s the blood that pulses through my veins. She’s everything. I’ll never let her go.
“You look so pretty, sucking my cock, Kitten.” I slowly slide my thumb over her bottom lip, “Even prettier when you're riding it.”
What I want to do is head over to her apartment, wrap her up in bubble wrap, and protect her from the wicked world we live in.
I don’t know when his mind started to conjure up all these images of our lives together, but the more I think about it, the less scared they make me. That sketch of him cutting me was so wrong and sadistic. So why can’t I get it out of my head? Why did I touch myself in the shower last night, just thinking about how it might feel? The sordid truth is, I like being at his mercy. I like him being in control, and I like his pain. I even like that there’s a part of him inside me, right now,
most women would be at the police station getting a restraining order if they were me. But I miss him.
A month may not seem like a long time, but it’s all the time I’ve needed to discover that despite all of Ren’s flaws, I’m in love with him.
“I told you to stay away from me,”
“I warned you I wasn’t very good at that.”
“So you haven’t been living in that warehouse?”
“Yeah, I’ve been living there.”
“Why? Why would you live there when you c...
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“Because I couldn’t see you from here.”
“Eloise, I have been obsessed with you since you were a ten-year-old little girl who spoke to a lonely little boy in the park. You gave that little boy a reason to step away from his fears and face the world. You saved me from being a recluse, and you made this monster inside me. A monster who can protect you. Everything I’ve done since that day, Eloise, has been for you,”
“I’ve killed every single person that’s ever hurt you, that's how it’s always gonna be. I’m just hoping that having you close, and you being mine, means fewer people have to die.”
I have no idea how, but I’m pretty sure he just made murder sound romantic.
It’s all the evidence I need to know that Eloise Meadows can forgive me for all my sins. It may take her a little time, but I’ve proved how patient I can be.
“Then show me.”
“Show you what?”
“What those pictures were, what it is about my pain that gets you off.”
