“But…fuck, I miss you so much it hurts. I’m sorry I hurt you by running and keeping things from you. For so long, I felt like, at best, I’m an inconvenience, and at worst, I’m harmful. I didn’t believe I deserved you. I’m so sorry I hurt you. I’ve never been in love before, and maybe everyone is better at it than me, but there’ll never be a day that I won’t love you, and that I won’t try to—”
