I want to ask him why he’d say that. Ari and I were never more than a moment of… Shit, I hate to say regret. I love and respect her more than that word calls for, but sadly, disgustingly, that is what it has turned into for me. The biggest mistake I ever made that led to the reveal of what a weak boy I was, walking around thinking I was a man because high school was over and college was coming.

