know, Hallie. I know that. I—I’m just lost. I’m trying. I want to give you space, but I don’t want you to think I’m giving up. But then I come here just because I’m desperate to see your face. I don’t know. In my fucked-up brain, I’m thinking eventually you’ll see I’m not the man you think I am. That I am the Conan you fell for. And that you’ll hear me out, properly. You’ll let me back in. That’s all I want. A chance to make this right, Hallie. To prove to you that I can be the man you need. Because I don’t know if I can live the rest of my life without you, so I at least need to try every
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