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“So what? You don’t have to have Daddy issues to sample a finer cuisine.”
“You, cowboy...are blushin’
Your pussy’s already aching for me, sweetheart. You’ll be begging me to let you come, and maybe if you’re a good girl, I’ll give you exactly what you need.
“Should we see if I can get you there in eight seconds?” “Oh my God.” My eyelashes flutter closed as I brace myself against his shoulder and the counter behind me. After a few moments of him sucking my clit and licking my pussy, he grabs my thigh and lifts it over his shoulder. “Hang on so I can worship this cunt like the goddess you are. Start countin’.”
“I hadn’t expected you to get over him by ridin’ his dad, but who am I to judge?”
I can’t have her. She’s not mine. She’s everything I can’t have.
“But you—” “Before you get upset with me for followin’ the rules, just remember all the ways I’d break them for you.”
How the hell am I supposed to sit next to my ex-boyfriend and pretend I’m not thinking about his dad whispering in my ear what a good girl I am for taking his dick so well?
“What’s your poison?” he asks once we squeeze our way to the bar. Men twice my age. And off-limits.
“Worried ya can’t handle me drunk?” I smirk around the straw as I take a drink. Fisher leans in until his tongue swipes along my neck, and goose bumps cover my skin. “Sweetheart, I handled you just fine when I had you bent over my bed, your pussy spread wide open for my cock as you choked on your own moans. I had you comin’ in eight seconds, remember? So no, I’m not worried.”
“Why’re ya torturin’ me with that mouth I can’t kiss?” He plucks my lip with his thumb, then shoves it inside. “It’s bad enough I want somethin’ I can’t have. Even if I could, I wouldn’t deserve you, anyway.”
“I have a lot of regrets in my life, Noah. Lovin’ you would never be on that list. I wanna know you beyond our physical attraction.”
Looking at Noah, I see the sun rising on a cool autumn day. Fallen leaves on the ground crunching when you walk on them. The scent of caramel pecan and pumpkin spice wafting through the air in early October. She’s my favorite time of year. And now, she’s mine.
How could I ever just be her friend when I want to be her everything?
“I want one thing to be clear. Just because we’re takin’ things slow and not tellin’ anyone doesn’t mean you aren’t mine.”
“On your knees, Goldie. Now.” I blink once at his harsh tone, but goddamn, it also turns me on. It’s gotta be all that monster smut I read before bed. Red flags? Nah, I’m color-blind.
I’ve never been drawn to a woman like this before, and it scares the shit outta me. I don’t wanna run you off by movin’ too fast, but my heart is all in, Noah. I know it’s supposed to be wrong—being twice your age, Jase’s dad, and the workplace policy—but when I think about you and how I feel when we’re together, nothing has ever felt more right.”
She owns my heart. My soul. Every ounce of my love.
If you’d died, I woulda spent a lifetime alone, waitin’ for you to show up because you’re my soulmate.”
“Don’t wait around for me. I need to be here for Jase. I can’t get distracted or lie to him any more than I already have. Please, I need you to move on. Find someone who can give you the life you want. Get married, have babies, build your own little ranch family. We both know I can’t give you that.”
I refuse to lose Noah. She’s the love of my life, and even if we can’t be together, I can’t go through another heartbreak. I wouldn’t survive it this time.
“You will never be a burden to me, Goldie. I would give up the privilege of breathin’ if it meant takin’ an ounce of your pain away.”
“He called and left me a voicemail the day after y’all met and said, ‘Damien, I met her. The woman I’m gonna marry someday
“You’ve been mine since I laid eyes on you. Even when we couldn’t be together, I was always yours.” Then I press my lips to her knuckles. “I’m madly and desperately in love with you, Goldie. Nothin’ would make me happier than you being mine out in the open for everyone to know you own my heart.”
