But that’s what they told me happened. The worst thing by far was hearing that not only did I tie a horse rein around my neck and throw myself off the upper loft in the haybarn, but Hugh broke his elbow when he fell over the ledge trying to cut me down. He did end up cutting me down and saving my life that day, and he never once held it against me, but I did. I held it against me and would never forgive myself for putting him in harm’s way.
