I laughed at how scared I used to be of feeling like this. All the dread and the worry. All the panic and uncertainty, and for what? Because I feared losing what I loved the most in life? He was already long gone. I had nothing left to lose now. Those damn doctors with their fucking pills. Liars, the lot of them. When I was on the meds, I was fucking miserable. And now? Now, I was free. And I felt liberated.
