I was the one who lost track of time and memories. I was the one whose will weakened with every passing day. I was the one without faith or hope for the future. I was the one whose mind chipped away at my soul. And I was the one who had to live like this until the day I died. None of these assholes had a single clue of how life was for me, and no number of books, research, or college credentials could teach them, either.