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Over six feet of well-honed muscle strides toward me, each movement fluid and calculated, and instinctively I reach for the penknife in my pocket. Two black boots halt, toe-to-toe with mine and I feel his hot breath tickle my ear. “Just out of interest, where would you stab me?”
The Great Gatsby. My father bought me my first copy for my fifteenth birthday, and I fell in love. I spent a whole summer lounging around in the garden beside my dad, each with a copy in our hands while my mother tidied the flowerbeds. It was a simpler time. When summers were drenched in sunlight and the winters looked like cotton candy. Life felt manageable—fun, even. I had friends and hobbies. But like Gatsby’s, my life has turned sour and lonely. Autumns fade into winters, which melt into springs, and through it all my mind remains stuck on the same rainy November day. I don’t notice the
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His expression remains stony. “How was the date?” I can’t even meet his eyes. I know things he wouldn’t want me to, and I feel guilty for that. And most of all I feel guilty for something I haven’t done yet. I realize I haven’t even answered the question. “It was…nice.” “Nice?” I unlock my door, but don’t open it. The silence weighs heavy between us. “Yeah, nice.” If he was sober when Vincenzo was texting me, I don’t think he is now. He’s standing behind me, close enough that his chest kisses my back each time he inhales. “He didn’t deserve it.” My shoulders tense. “The date?” “That dress.” I
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“Ophelia, love, I’d be significantly worse. But I can’t watch you with him.”
I recline back at the desk in my room, watching with mild interest as Ophelia walks across the gravel path to the mansion with a box tucked under her arm. Christ, she’s beautiful. Her hair whips around her face like threads of burning copper, spun into soft waves by the wind.
Shawn comes over right as I find my footing beneath the bar. I grit my teeth together. He’s working out in a golf shirt, for fuck’s sake. “Hey, bro. Amazing touchdown at the game last week.” Idiot. I try to be as civil as I can. “Just trying to work out, man.” “Looks like Ophelia kind of swapped you out for me, huh?”
She’s everything I’ve been asking the universe for, and she fucking hates me.
He pulls away, verdant eyes gazing down at me with a tender expression that scares me and nurtures me all at once.
“I don’t see how it’s complicated.” He scrubs his face in his hands. “Do you want me or do you hate me? You can’t do both. You can’t have both. It’s not possible. In a world full of complicated, Ophelia, my feelings for you are extremely simple.”
He looks down at me like he sees me. Like he knows me. Like if I handed him my fragile heart, he’d treat it with tender kindness. “Can’t help it. You’re the most miserable person I’ve ever met. Have you ever been optimistic about anything, ever?”
He keeps his eyes on mine and plants the softest of kisses on the inside of my wrist. “Use me.”
“Stop looking at me like that, Alex.” His hips grind into mine. “Like what?” “Like I’m the only woman on the planet.” His eyebrows shoot up in very convincing surprise. “There are other women on this planet?”
“So what does this make us? Study buddies that bury bodies together?”