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October 8 - October 17, 2025
“Was that impulsive enough for you?” I grin. A storm swirls in his eyes, and for a moment, I wonder if I’ve made a terrible mistake. What if he hated that? “I’m sorry, I—” “Fuck it,” he growls. Then he’s on top of me, throwing us to the sand. His hand grips tight to my hair as he crashes his lips against mine.
I forget everything except salt and sunshine and him.
I’ve never felt this before—this intense, sickening yearning. Before, I thought this kind of desire was saved for fairy tales. Or maybe it only existed for people with mate bonds, that rare, inescapable love that’s descended from the stars.
“Have I ever told you how happy I am you tried to escape out that window?” he asks, absently trailing a hand across my body. “Hey, I didn’t try to escape. I did, despite being hindered by a thief.” Dayton laughs and rolls his eyes exaggeratedly. “I didn’t steal anything.” Oh, but you did. You stole my sense, my reason, the very breath from my lungs. You stole the peace from my soul and every thought that dared not be of you.
I didn’t mean to avoid him for an entire year. It was just that I didn’t know what to do when I saw him again. Fuck, I still don’t know what to do. How am I supposed to act after everything that happened last year?
“No,” I breathe and turn back to the fight, watching Dayton dance around the other gladiator, so light on his feet. “It’s who Day is. He’s not thinking or pretending. He lives only in the present moment. There is nothing for him except the sword and the crowd. When Dayton is doing something, he’s there completely. He’s living.”
He’s clutching my face, and when he pulls away, he whispers, “I’m so glad you won.” Of course I did. Because I know something now. I won for him. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for him.
“I’m so happy you’re here, Fare,” he says. Then he places his hands on the sides of my face and kisses me. Kisses me in front of everyone, for all to see. I melt into his embrace. I matter to him. Matter more than undermining Damocles. Matter enough to show his family what we are to one another. I kiss my boy back and he tastes like starlight.
wave crashes over us then, so loud it drowns out everything else. When it falls away, his lips are over mine and the words lost with it. But I imagine he said, I love you. And I kiss him back like he did. Move my body with his like he told me those words.
It’s because of summer’s heat, we get autumn. It burns, and it burns, and it burns, until it withers everything into ashes. That’s what I did to you. But now, as the carriages drift away, there is no flame beside my heart. I don’t feel anything at all.
He smiles, and it’s so bright I nearly die.

