I’d kept waiting for the moment when I’d stop missing her. When I’d wake up and not feel the need to check her socials, or scroll through old photos on my phone like some lovesick loser. But that moment never came. No matter how many auditions I booked or how many flashing cameras I faced, she was still the only person I ever wanted to see at the end of the day. And now that I was finally here, finally back, I felt like I was on the edge of a cliff, hoping like hell that when I jumped, she’d be there to catch me.

