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“Losing him broke me. But you? You fucking destroyed me.”
Elena Ramos is my purgatory. My bones ache for her touch, my soul screams her name, and I’ll never fucking escape it.
don’t regret loving you,” he whispers, and my eyes fall shut as the depth of his voice rattles my bones. “But I do believe I’d regret ever doing so again.”
She’s infected every fiber of my soul, a slow-spreading disease that I spent my entire life exposing myself to, the symptoms only developing in her absence.
Because on the darkest nights, in the farthest depths of despair that I fall into, I know that if I’d never loved her, I never would’ve known love period.
I watch him, and I’m stricken with the realization that the person who sleeps before me now is merely shattered remains of the boy who once loved me so fiercely, and I’m the monster who took a sledgehammer to his soul.
“You’re so deeply etched into the fabric of my being, the depths of my soul, that I find I’m incapable of doing anything but loving you.”
I can’t say them, and I don’t know if I can hear them either, but as always, he reads the pages of my soul that are written in a language unknown by all others.
“I’ve never wanted you to be bright. I found the most peace I’ve ever known when I’m sinking into your darkness. Your darkness between stars feels like home to me.”

