It’s still only a few weeks after Diego’s arrest and I know I should be looking for another job. Coming so close to death only reinforces my feeling that I have to leave Facebook. I think about it constantly. But it’s hard to move that forward when I need to give all I have to this sweet baby. When I’m physically wrecked. How do I do it? After less than a week at home, I hemorrhage while putting Sasha to bed. Tom finds me in the bathroom in a small pool of blood and calls an ambulance. After two days, I check myself out of the hospital, but I continue to lose blood every day. I hide the extent
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