Nate, definitely. He hardly knows me, and it’s not fair for me to be leading him on. I’m not the kind of person who gets to be with someone like him. I’m antisocial, uncommunicative, and I don’t like being touched. I let someone hurt the one person in the world I truly love. No. Nate deserves far better than what he’ll find with me, and I need to make sure he knows it.