After weeks of truancy, my appetite returns at the worst possible time. I decide to give it the cold shoulder and focus on what’s rapidly becoming my favorite thing in the world: thrashing around and begging Koen to do something, anything, everything to me. Unfortunately, he really did educate himself about Heats. Not only did he memorize some doctor’s office pamphlet, but he’s also extremely literal about it. We can start again after you have a strawberry, he tells me. One more sip of juice. Like that. Be good. Give me one more. Open up. No, not later—now. You have to drink. A kiss against
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