I didn’t expect to like the way his eyes smolder and his face softens when he looks at me, and I didn’t expect to feel this fluttering in my belly when he absently pulls me into his chest in the morning to hold me closer. I didn’t think it’d matter all that much how he gets me in ways no one ever has before. And I didn’t expect Fen, this tiny, perfect little boy, to worm his way so fully into my heart alongside his father.

