“Well, yeah, I mean, I guess I tend to make a lot of rash decisions. Classic Teddy, you know?” “I don’t—” “Well, I can’t just let a thing lie,” I say over him. “I obsess, and I fixate, and I fantasize. I drive myself fucking crazy. And then I do something that’s too big, you know? This is one of those big things. I just have this feeling that I’m about to get on this plane and my whole life is gonna change. Do you ever have those moments, Julio? Moments when you just know everything is going to be different?”
