“You’re perfect and beautiful, but right now, I need you to do as I say, baby.” I hate how much I love hearing him call me that. “Go to bed. Don’t stop. Don’t pause. I need you to do that for me.” He knows he can ask this of me, and of course I’ll be good for him. Because he knows I want to please him and if I don’t obey him right now he’ll never forgive himself for giving in to this thing between us. I want to be so fucking good for him.

