It was equal parts awkward and incredible all at once. It left me feeling…I don’t know. I’m not sure how I’m supposed to feel. Deep down, I’m worried. He comes from so much—what could I possibly have to offer him? Especially when he already has a man who’s been a father to him. The entire week has left me feeling low. Until Gwen sat her fine ass in the chair across from me and made herself at home. She made me feel better. But now, her lack of response gnaws at me, leaving a pit in my stomach and a sour mood I can’t seem to shake.