Makes me realize all the domestic milestones I’ve missed out on in my life. Not because I’m averse to them, but because I’ve been thwarted at every turn. To avoid any further rejection, I’ve turned my focus to my career, and now it’s like half my life has gone poof before my eyes. Watching these boys makes me feel like I’ve missed out on something integral. Something I don’t know that I’ll ever have. It’s feeling like that ship has sailed.