I was so ready for this whole adventure to just be done. In the last ten minutes, it had dawned on me how much I wanted out of this shithole and how desperately I no longer wished to be thought of as everyone’s hero. What had I ever gotten from it? No one loved me more because I continuously sacrificed my wants and needs for theirs. No one ever changed their ways and were a better person because I had saved them. Everyone was selfish. No one ever came to my rescue when I needed it, and it was exhausting—I was exhausted. I should never have come to this place. Mendax probably would have already
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