I decide to search the Internet to see how her start-up is doing, and I come across a photo of her in a bikini. Five minutes later, I’m on PornHub watching videos of Asian women who look like her while stroking myself. I know I shouldn’t be doing this. It’s clearly compulsive. But it’s too late to stop: That’s how compulsions work. Besides, I went to rehab for cheating, not for porn.
