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Falling for your best friend was always dangerous, but this was the first time I thought my feelings for Paige might actually kill me.
Technically, that was true. I loved everything about Paige, even her crappy muffins. Apparently, love wasn’t just blind, it also had no sense of taste.
I couldn’t help it that every time she looked at me time seemed to slow, and I was briefly transported to an alternate universe, where my deep and secret feelings for my best friend weren’t completely one-sided.
“Not Paige,” Reed said. “She loves hockey. Have you seen the way she cheers for us at games?” “Cheers for us?” Matt said. “Or one of us?” I glanced at him from the corner of my eye and caught him grinning at me.
She was the girl I wanted in my life forever, and even if that was only as a friend, it would have to be enough for me.
But it felt a little strange to enter the house, knowing I’d be calling it home for the next couple of weeks. Not in a bad way though. It was strange, because I already felt far more welcome here than I ever did at home.
All I could think was that I’d happily put up with terrible cooking every night for the rest of my life if it meant I could be with Paige.
She only wanted my advice. And that meant she wanted to kiss somebody else. I was already regretting starting this conversation and wondering who I was going to have to murder.
but I couldn’t say no to Paige. I’d do anything to make her happy. And if this was what she wanted, then I was going to do it. Even if I knew it would slowly kill me inside.
“So, you’ll help?” “You know I’ll always help you,” I replied. “With whatever you need.”
if word got out she was searching for someone to kiss, there would be a line of guys a mile long volunteering to help. I wanted to be at the front of that line, but how could I when I knew she didn’t want me there?
“You don’t think friends can turn into something more?” That question was essentially the bane of my existence,
“You’ve been in love with her for years.” “No, we’ve been friends for years.” “Friends?” Reed shook his head at me. “You don’t look at her like she’s just a friend.” “Of course I do.” “No, Grayson. You look at her like her like she’s everything.”
Gray: Just wear what you had on at the game. You looked perfect. Me: I was wearing your jersey. Gray: Like I said . . . perfect.
I would rather eat another batch of Paige’s poisonous muffins than watch her kiss another guy. Surely death would be less painful than the suffering I was enduring at the mere thought of her with someone else.
“No guy has ever truly wanted me, and they never will.” My heart was breaking for her, and in my mind I was practically screaming that I wanted her. I’d always wanted her.
I didn’t want to be the practice guy. I wanted to be the guy.
“Because I trust you,” I said. “I feel comfortable with you. There’s no one else I could do this with.”
“The puck didn’t hit you?” “No. It missed us both.” “You reacted so fast.” “I told you I wouldn’t let anything bad happen to you.”
A chick flick wouldn’t have been my first choice for a movie, but I didn’t mind them so much when I was watching with her. I’d do just about anything if it meant having Paige nearby.
All I could feel was awe, because damn, my best friend was beautiful when she was going after what she wanted. I just needed to keep working to make sure that thing was me.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked as I approached Grayson’s truck. He responded by opening the passenger door for me. “I want to do everything with you, Pidge.”
I could see Gray’s expression was still serious. “I don’t want you to be afraid.” “I’m never afraid when I’m with you.”
When it came to Paige, it had never just felt like her and me. It had always felt like us. My life simply wasn’t complete without her.
It was clear I’d fallen for Grayson Darling, without even realizing it. I wasn’t confused anymore. I was in love with my best friend. And I think I had been for a long time.
wished for you, Gray. I wished that this date was real. I wished that one day you’d see me as more than a friend. And I wished that you, no one else, would be my first kiss. Because I’m in love with you too, Grayson. I think I always have been. I just didn’t realize it was love. I thought it was just . . . us.”
“No, Pidge. That was my first kiss too.” “But . . . What? Who?” She blinked. “How is that possible?” “Why would I kiss someone else, when I was waiting for you?”
I wasn’t sure if it was fate, luck, or destiny. But it felt as if the stars had granted me a whole sky full of wishes, because Paige was finally mine.
“I’m so in love with you, Paige Price.” “And I’m so in love with you, Grayson Darling.”