He can't take away what happened to me, therefore I don't know how to let him in. How do I tell him? He already blames himself for my depression; I don't want him to feel responsible any longer. My life turned out the way it did because I chose that path. I chose to marry someone who practically gambled my life away. Matt didn't choose that for me. When or if I tell him, I know he's going to go down that road and blame himself.
