When I saw her drunk, sitting on another man’s lap, the shit that went through my head should have gotten me life in prison. I want her so bad. My heart craves her, but I know that I’m not ready. She comes with love, a lot of that shit. I know she can heal me. She can make me feel again. Make life worth living again. Blair makes me whole whenever she’s around me and she doesn’t even know the shit. Fear is always in the front of my head. I’ve had and lost love before. I couldn’t forgive myself if something happened to her. If I was the reason something happened to her. I stare at the selfie she
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