As soon as Dad is introduced to that world, he’ll be gone. He was suicidal his entire life until he met my mother, and it got even worse when he was locked up with only small pockets of time with her. Now, he doesn’t have his meds, so he won’t last long in the underworld. Or he’ll fit right in and revel in how twisted it is, who the fuck knows? Either way, I’ll have lost him.
