Despite physically being okay, I’m contemplating not being here anymore. I’ve thought about dying once. Once. I stood at a bridge, wondering if I’d die on the way down to the cold water below. It’s usually a lie when they say someone dies on the way down. They had a heart attack, so they didn’t feel pain – it’s more of a comfort to the loved ones than anything else. But that’s not always the case. When someone jumps, they hit the water with such a force that it’s just like hitting solid ground. They break their bones, shatter their skull, turn the water red with their blood, and if they’re
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