Stacey has always been the girl out of reach for me. The girl I wanted but could never have. My sister’s best friend who hated me with every fibre of her being. I was the deranged kid. The mentally fucked-up kid. A boy who struggled with basic emotions. But whenever I’m around her, I want to learn everything there is to feel. I want to be good enough for her. I want to be able to feel this way and not worry about it turning into something dark and sinister,
